Happy New Year Peoples!!!! LOL!!!!

Yeah, ya girl been M.I.A for a minute, but she’s back and back in business!  Taking stock in my life, making some goals and something I can work towards.  Christmas was great, as usual my daughter had a blast!  I think next year we will drop the…duh, duh, duuuuuhhhhh – THERE IS NO SANTA BOMB!!!I know, I’m a horrible mother!  I should be stoned, but it’s time.  Taking classes online is a BIOTCH!!  I hate it, but right now until Brian goes and comes back from basic training and officer training, that will be my life.  I’m hoping when he gets back, I can take classes on campus.

More updates, still a member of Gold’s Gym, still TRYING to eat better.  I’m not the best with menu planning and actually, I SUCK at it.  I don’t know what to eat or how much, but I guess it comes with time. And us southern birds got some snow!!!

And I took the infamous scale with weight displayed picture.  Awful shit, seriously.  I’m so done with seeing the 200’s on my scale.  Really Mitzi, are you just destined to be a fat ass failure.  I’m really thinking about joining OA, because I really think I have a food problem.  This sick and twisted attachment has got to end.  I’m gaining, not losing anything – good intentions with no actions leaves me with nothing.  No progress no results.  I’m so sorry everyone, I’m just venting a little.  Okay, here it is!

 

Yep, you read it right – 216.4lbs!!!!!!!  Granted it’s my TOM, but still I’m fat as ever.

Well, until next time (that hopefully won’t be so far away) and also, I’ve really been reading everyone’s blog and I’ve enjoyed keeping up with you.  I just needed to take a break for a while, but it’s on and popping!!

She’s still alive…

Hi everyone! I hope you all are having a great week so far!! I just wanted to drop a quick line to let you know I’m still alive. I have a final paper due on Sunday, work is going slllooooowwwwllllyyyyyy, Gold’s Gym and their lovely staff is kicking my butt, and I miss you guys :( But, I’ll be back in full effect in a few days!!

SMOOCHES ALL!!!!

The end of a long weekend…

I didn’t tell my boyfriend about me doing something that I may or may not have supposed to do, lol!  But he found out just now!!!

I’m thinking about it…hard…

I’ve been thinking about joining Gold’s Gym really hard.  I’ve currently realized that I’m not a solo workout type person.  I do much better when I go to group classes because I feel obligated to continue because I don’t want to look like a quitter while everyone else is still working out.  I’m much more inclined to finish a class when eyes are watching me.  Does that sound weird to you guys?  I’m not sure why I’m like this, but part of the journey is self discovery, right?  Currently they’re offering a special so I’m going to go on Saturday to see what it’s all about and weigh my options.  As of right now, the pros are it’s close, they offer a lot of different group fitness classes that I can go to and the cons are an added expense to my budget. 

Oh well, I’ll definitely let you all know what I decide.

These are my confessions…

30 days of me - I'm behind, please forgive me

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

My daughter has the biggest impact on me.  For her I would do anything, endure everything and give my life for her.  I want to be a good example for her and be a woman she admires.  I love this little lady!!!



Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

My short term goals for this month are to find some direction in this lifestyle change that I'm embarking on.  I want to make it something I do consistently and not give up on.  I want to do this because I want to finally scratch some goals off of my list.


Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Learning about my eating habits, admitting that I have a problem and trying to find solutions to those problems.

~ Stay tuned, vlog post to come this afternoon!!!

Have a great day everybody!!!!!

30 Days of - Day 6

Day 6 - a picture of your favorite super hero character and why

My favorite super hero is Wonder Woman, I'm not quite sure why I've always loved her.  She's fearless, fabulous, fit and a force to be reckoned with!!  Plus she is great at accessorising!!!