Now…my life can begin…

For anyone who doesn’t know me, I have a sweet baby girl.  Well, she’s not really a baby anymore she’s six.  But, a while back when she was two I made the decision to follow my goals and allow her to stay with my parents until I achieved them.  I’ve had my ups and my downs, and my fare share of set backs.  I can no longer be separated from my baby.  She is my life and I just want my air back.  So, I’ve put my graduate degree on the back burner (just for a little while, until she’s a little older) and I’ve decided to bring her back to me.  So…as of August, Ladybug will be starting school here where I am and we will start our little piece of perfect.  I know it’s gonna be hard, for everyone.  I am so grateful to my parents for all they have done.  But I really do feel it’s time that I bring my little family together. 

On my soap box (for just a spell)...

Seems that my life is all about 1. running around 2. finding myself in an unorganized mess 3. tired and/or sleepy (there is a difference people) 4. motivated (but not sure where it came from). I've been taking some time to think about things and put my life into perspective. Someone who is very special to me told me that a piece of happiness doesn't exist and to accept reality. I've always been a rose-colored glasses type girl and I'm proud of that. It's easy to find life one big, fat disappointment; the true test of life is to find the good in it and to find hope. I never understood why people who are chronic pessimists make it a game to crush the optimism inside of a person. But, I took a chance with my heart and I'm going to see it through to the end, and I am hopeful that it will be a happy ending. I'm tougher and stronger than I seem. Oh yes, I am a happy person, fun, kind and very loving - but believe me, I am true to myself and will stand by the people I love no matter what. You know, it's strange that all my life people seem to get a kick out of pushing my buttons and making sad attempts to break me down. I wonder why that is?

So, while I have to time (no school!!!!) I'm going to take a comprehensive inventory of my life and see where things fit and where they don't. My main focus is to get organized because it seems like I'm living in chaos!! Oh well, I'm going to do this and do it right.

Oh, BTW - couch to 5k going strong!!!!

Well, Well, Well…

Look who we have here!  It’s a slacker writing on a blog that she promised to keep up to date and interesting.  Well, what can I say?  I am a slacker and I’m trying to change that slowly, not too fast because I can’t handle change very well.  Summer school has begun and I’m trying to decide if I’m going to make the blog updates an everyday, every other day or once a week thing.  Who knows.  Right now I’m procrastinating so I’m updating to keep from facing reality!!!

Don’t worry, I’ll be back….