Tuesday, June 15, 2010

On my soap box (for just a spell)...

Seems that my life is all about 1. running around 2. finding myself in an unorganized mess 3. tired and/or sleepy (there is a difference people) 4. motivated (but not sure where it came from). I've been taking some time to think about things and put my life into perspective. Someone who is very special to me told me that a piece of happiness doesn't exist and to accept reality. I've always been a rose-colored glasses type girl and I'm proud of that. It's easy to find life one big, fat disappointment; the true test of life is to find the good in it and to find hope. I never understood why people who are chronic pessimists make it a game to crush the optimism inside of a person. But, I took a chance with my heart and I'm going to see it through to the end, and I am hopeful that it will be a happy ending. I'm tougher and stronger than I seem. Oh yes, I am a happy person, fun, kind and very loving - but believe me, I am true to myself and will stand by the people I love no matter what. You know, it's strange that all my life people seem to get a kick out of pushing my buttons and making sad attempts to break me down. I wonder why that is?

So, while I have to time (no school!!!!) I'm going to take a comprehensive inventory of my life and see where things fit and where they don't. My main focus is to get organized because it seems like I'm living in chaos!! Oh well, I'm going to do this and do it right.

Oh, BTW - couch to 5k going strong!!!!

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