Sunday, May 2, 2010

On being accountable

This is a hard post for me, because it feels like I really don’t care about working hard for my health.  I’ll be the first to admit that I’m the girl with a thousand excuses and in my mind, they are very valid ones too.  Like having to study, being tired, sore, afraid to aggravate my blood clots, afraid to hurt myself…I can assure you the list goes on and on.  I am tired, this is true.  But, is this due to the fact that I’m over weight and unhealthy?  I am sore when I work out, true statement.  How does my weight affect this.  Time is never going to change, it’s been this way since the dawn of it; so why am I not changing?  Managing my time has always been a big issue with me, so what am I doing about it?  Nothing.  So, when will I start being accountable for all of this?  Now!!!  No more being unorganized and pressed for time; and then having the audacity to wonder why things are working out for me.  I admit, this will be a long part by part process, but I need to do this before my time to do it is up. 
Le Sighhhhhhhhhhhh……
Until next time and have a peach Monday!

P.S. Thank you Alexia and Paula for inspiring me to write this.  Now sticking to it is the real challenge.

1 comment:

  1. One of my favorite things is greasy Chinese food, too! I'm glad I could inspire you. I have no idea what I wrote, but I agree: motivation is hard. It's the worst actually. You just have to want something badly enough.


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